Isshhh!!!!!!~~~ I need paralyzations. Someone… Someone… Someone please paralyze my heart for me. I feel kinda depress at the moment. I feel like don’t wan to go back to Australia. I miss my friends, family, etc. Time pass fast. Haix… One day just 24hours is not enough for me. Can I buy some time for myself? Can I make it 25hrs or more in a day? How much is a second?! A minute? How about an hour?!!! Someone please offer me a price and tell me how and where to buy it.
Anyway, I quite satisfy about the days that I had spent in Miri. Why? It is because I met new friends in a short time and I am able to communicate well with them. We talked to each others like we were friend ages ago. We played badminton, dancing game, ‘yim teh’ and so on together. We got a lot of funs and jokes. LOL.
Hmm… While I recalling those memories back from my mind, I feel kinda sad too. I had made mistakes due to my negligence. My first single mistake leaded more and more troubles to me which enough to ruin a friendship. I hate myself. I hate my negligence. Arghh!!~~ Why I so negligent?!!!! It caused me lost a friend. I had lost contact with her. I tried hard to recover back our friendship. I apologized to her. But I failed. I really hope she can forgive me through this post. I wish I can face to face to her and tell her that "I AM SORRY". Unfortunately, I can’t. Why? I don’t know. *I know… Action is stronger than words*. Erm… Maybe I not brave enough??!?!
15th of AUGUST
Opps~ Today is GHOST FESTIVAL.
Hmm.. I think I better talk less. But, I feel like update my bloggie.
How?! How can I share my day with you guys?! Nevermind.
I upload a short clip for you guys.. Let's this clip speaks to you.
LOL!!!~ ='P
Hmm.. I think I better talk less. But, I feel like update my bloggie.
How?! How can I share my day with you guys?! Nevermind.
I upload a short clip for you guys.. Let's this clip speaks to you.
LOL!!!~ ='P
五月天 - 知足
Share an old song with you guys. Hope you guys like it~ Next time if got sing K, I can sing this. My voice LOW. Cant sing much songs. Hahas~ =D
Found His Treasure
Woohoo!~ Guess what!!! I found something to share with you guys. Lols. It is my MEMORIES BOX. Hmm… As we know, not all of the memories full of good memories. They consist of bad memories as well. Some of them brought me very bad memories which I don’t want to remember, but still I like to keep it because they gave me valuable memories too. Although, just for quite awhile. Unfortunately, I can’t remember all of them. * I know, I know, I feel shame on myself too.* ROFL. Anyway, I pretty sure all of them mean something to me because I took good care of them and kept it as a treasure. Arghh!!!~ Suddenly, don’t know what to type. Nevermind. I took some photos. Take a look and enjoy it. Let those pictures speak. Hahas. :’D
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| My Treasure *Partial Opened* |
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| My Treasure *Opened* |
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| Memories from Secondary School |
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| B'day Greeting Cards |
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| Friends |
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| Mixed Memories (Can't remember some of them) |
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| Handmade Bookmarks |
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| Secret Admirer? Cant remember this. ==" |
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| Handmade cards from my MUM when i was young |
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| Primary school's Memories |
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| Soft toy |
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| *The End* |
A Message For XXX
Personally, I think you no more treat me as a friend. Not even as a normal friend. You hurt me. Hmm… Nevermind. I hope you can know that I always treat you as a friend. No matter what had happened.
I really wish there is no “full stop” in our friendship. But, I don’t know why you want to end it up. Why can’t we be friends? Why you want to end it up with a bad ending? Why can’t we break the wall between us together? Why?! Why?! Why?! Haix~ I think I have to stop here. If not, I think I will out of control.
If you read this, that means you still care about it. Always wait for your answers.
If you read this, that means you still care about it. Always wait for your answers.
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