You can sense my absence and presence.
But you cant hold me much long because am just like the wind.
Will disappear any seconds.
But you cant hold me much long because am just like the wind.
Will disappear any seconds.
痛苦
人生不可活的太清醒，
太清醒可得无数痛苦。
面对痛苦，可是一件很难的事情 。
为了面对痛苦，
我们只好生活在一个充满欺骗的世界。
忙碌筹划如何欺骗。
如何欺骗自己，
如何欺骗朋友，
如何欺骗大家。
因此，
欺骗就慢慢的踏入我们的生活，
而变成了我们生活中的一部分。
人生可活得真痛苦啊！
太清醒可得无数痛苦。
面对痛苦，可是一件很难的事情 。
为了面对痛苦，
我们只好生活在一个充满欺骗的世界。
忙碌筹划如何欺骗。
如何欺骗自己，
如何欺骗朋友，
如何欺骗大家。
因此，
欺骗就慢慢的踏入我们的生活，
而变成了我们生活中的一部分。
人生可活得真痛苦啊！
Mooncake-Lantern Festival / Mid-Autumn Festival
16th of SEP, 8:35pm
I looked out to the sky through the window of my room. The moon was hiding behind the cloud. In scientific way, everyone knows moon is huge and very far away. But today, I feel it quite near to me and it looks damn small. I felt like this maybe because of I can’t sense the moon-cake festival is arriving.
Anyway, when I was looking at the moon, my mind recalled a lot of memories about old time of me on moon-cake festival. I smiled while recalling the memories.
Moon-cake... Lantern... Friends... and Family...
I used to eat moon-cakes with my friends and family. Play lanterns with them at the night. Guess what? I still remember the funniest part of the night is about 12 sharp of that night. Around that time, my friends and I not willing back home. So, we decide to do something else like burning someone’s lanterns and play games on the streets. LOL. I love those memories. There is no way for me to forget the moment I had spent at those times.
Unfortunately, after I went to further study, I have no more any celebrations. Well. Maybe you think I did celebrate moon-cake festivals in my last 2 years.
How I go through my moon-cake festival?
Maybe I just ate a single moon-cake or maybe 2. That’s all? I can’t even remember. Hmm... Well. You just have to know it is not fun at all.
Anyway, I feel quite happy about this year although moon-cake festival hasn’t here yet because someone just made me lovely moon-cakes which taste great. Well. Maybe you will think it is normal. But, for me, it was awesome because it is full of heart.
I looked out to the sky through the window of my room. The moon was hiding behind the cloud. In scientific way, everyone knows moon is huge and very far away. But today, I feel it quite near to me and it looks damn small. I felt like this maybe because of I can’t sense the moon-cake festival is arriving.
Anyway, when I was looking at the moon, my mind recalled a lot of memories about old time of me on moon-cake festival. I smiled while recalling the memories.
Moon-cake... Lantern... Friends... and Family...
I used to eat moon-cakes with my friends and family. Play lanterns with them at the night. Guess what? I still remember the funniest part of the night is about 12 sharp of that night. Around that time, my friends and I not willing back home. So, we decide to do something else like burning someone’s lanterns and play games on the streets. LOL. I love those memories. There is no way for me to forget the moment I had spent at those times.
Unfortunately, after I went to further study, I have no more any celebrations. Well. Maybe you think I did celebrate moon-cake festivals in my last 2 years.
How I go through my moon-cake festival?
Maybe I just ate a single moon-cake or maybe 2. That’s all? I can’t even remember. Hmm... Well. You just have to know it is not fun at all.
Anyway, I feel quite happy about this year although moon-cake festival hasn’t here yet because someone just made me lovely moon-cakes which taste great. Well. Maybe you will think it is normal. But, for me, it was awesome because it is full of heart.
The Show Must Go On
Life is just like a show. The show of mine in Malaysia has just ended. I had fun in Malaysia. Before leaving Malaysia, I thought I am quite satisfied of the days that I had spent. I was wrong. My feeling was crap after I back Adelaide. I felt like I missed out something. Anyway, I have to move on. I can’t keep standing on a same spot.
Emo Me In Miri
Isshhh!!!!!!~~~ I need paralyzations. Someone… Someone… Someone please paralyze my heart for me. I feel kinda depress at the moment. I feel like don’t wan to go back to Australia. I miss my friends, family, etc. Time pass fast. Haix… One day just 24hours is not enough for me. Can I buy some time for myself? Can I make it 25hrs or more in a day? How much is a second?! A minute? How about an hour?!!! Someone please offer me a price and tell me how and where to buy it.
Anyway, I quite satisfy about the days that I had spent in Miri. Why? It is because I met new friends in a short time and I am able to communicate well with them. We talked to each others like we were friend ages ago. We played badminton, dancing game, ‘yim teh’ and so on together. We got a lot of funs and jokes. LOL.
Hmm… While I recalling those memories back from my mind, I feel kinda sad too. I had made mistakes due to my negligence. My first single mistake leaded more and more troubles to me which enough to ruin a friendship. I hate myself. I hate my negligence. Arghh!!~~ Why I so negligent?!!!! It caused me lost a friend. I had lost contact with her. I tried hard to recover back our friendship. I apologized to her. But I failed. I really hope she can forgive me through this post. I wish I can face to face to her and tell her that "I AM SORRY". Unfortunately, I can’t. Why? I don’t know. *I know… Action is stronger than words*. Erm… Maybe I not brave enough??!?!
Anyway, I quite satisfy about the days that I had spent in Miri. Why? It is because I met new friends in a short time and I am able to communicate well with them. We talked to each others like we were friend ages ago. We played badminton, dancing game, ‘yim teh’ and so on together. We got a lot of funs and jokes. LOL.
Hmm… While I recalling those memories back from my mind, I feel kinda sad too. I had made mistakes due to my negligence. My first single mistake leaded more and more troubles to me which enough to ruin a friendship. I hate myself. I hate my negligence. Arghh!!~~ Why I so negligent?!!!! It caused me lost a friend. I had lost contact with her. I tried hard to recover back our friendship. I apologized to her. But I failed. I really hope she can forgive me through this post. I wish I can face to face to her and tell her that "I AM SORRY". Unfortunately, I can’t. Why? I don’t know. *I know… Action is stronger than words*. Erm… Maybe I not brave enough??!?!
15th of AUGUST
Opps~ Today is GHOST FESTIVAL.
Hmm.. I think I better talk less. But, I feel like update my bloggie.
How?! How can I share my day with you guys?! Nevermind.
I upload a short clip for you guys.. Let's this clip speaks to you.
LOL!!!~ ='P
Hmm.. I think I better talk less. But, I feel like update my bloggie.
How?! How can I share my day with you guys?! Nevermind.
I upload a short clip for you guys.. Let's this clip speaks to you.
LOL!!!~ ='P
五月天 - 知足
Share an old song with you guys. Hope you guys like it~ Next time if got sing K, I can sing this. My voice LOW. Cant sing much songs. Hahas~ =D
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